Wild at heart

from the great beyond

THERE IS NOTHING MORE PROFOUND THAN LOVE AND DEATH

AND OUR LIVES ARE CAUGHT UP IN THE MIDDLE

BOTH CAN CHANGE YOU FOREVER

WHERE THERE IS NO TURNING BACK

TO THE LIFE YOU LIVED BEFORE

BOTH CAN MEAN EITHER THE END OR THE BEGINNING FOR YOU

BOTH CAN ROB YOU BLIND WITHOUT YOU KNOWING

THE REASON OR BEING PREPARED FOR EITHER ONE

ALL I KNOW NOW

IS THAT A LIFE CAN NOT SURVIVE EITHER OF THESE

SO WHAT IS THE PURPOSE

AND WHAT IS SO PROFOUND

WHEN WE FADE AWAY LIKE DUST IN THE WIND!!!

love overcomes

there is no magic answer

or shortcut to bypass the pain

and no matter how dark it might seem

a choice has to be made

whether you will keep fighting forward

for your own survival

or whether you will throw in the towel

give into the pain

to numb the feeling forever

of having to endure

that which has caused you enormous grief

yet it’s never as simple as people believe it to be

it is never as clear

because the consequences of one action

creates a ripple effect

that no one could have foreseen

i have stood before this door

and i know i am not the only one

and the opportunity presents itself

time and time again

but somehow

i find my way back

to a place where i can breathe again

to find some semblance of not giving up

but fighting to stay alive

death might seem like the only way out

and if you choose to

then no one would ever know what made you decide

to take that leap

into the great beyond

but what ever the reason

the loss of someone you love

is never repaired or replaced

and can not ever be healed

as it leaves its scars on our lives

no one can force you

or tell you what to do

and it might seem

no one truly knows what is living

deep within your soul

but i do hope that

what ever the reason might be

i hope you will find a reason

not to open that door

because we dont know if we will ever return

from the great beyond

only love can guide us

and bring us back safely

so before you make a choice

just remember there is someone

who loves you for you no matter what

Me

i am you

and you are me

we are all of significant importance

we all feel love

we all feel the pain

and it never changes

or sets us apart

because we all feel something

may you find a blessing

to give you new hope

in the darkest of hours…

SARA BAREILLES LYRICS

“Breathe Again”

Car is parked, bags are packed, but what kind of heart doesn’t look back
At the comfortable glow from the porch, the one I will still call yours?
All those words came undone and now I’m not the only one
Facing the ghosts that decide if the fire inside still burns

All I have, all I need, he’s the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I’m searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I’ll breathe again
I’ll breathe again

Open up next to you and my secrets become your truth
And the distance between that was sheltering me comes in full view
Hang my head, break my heart built from all I have torn apart
And my burden to bear is a love I can’t carry anymore

All I have, all I need, he’s the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I’m searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I’ll breathe again

It hurts to be here
I only wanted love from you
It hurts to be here
What am I gonna do?

All I have, all I need, he’s the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I’m searching
All I have, all I need, he’s the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I’m searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I’ll breathe again
I’ll breathe again

Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect it to be a world of roses and laughs and perfect moments that you find only in movies. You expect her to always say the right thing, and always know exactly how you feel, or exactly how to react to it. You expect her to calm you down when you’re yelling or to chase you when you run away. You expect so much that you feel entirely, and utterly defeated when something doesn’t exactly match up with all your plans. But that’s the thing. Love isn’t a plan. It doesn’t have a certain beginning and it certainly has no end or visible finish line to those deeply in it.

Love happens; it is so incredibly messy. People around you can’t comprehend why you do the things you do, or why you fight so hard for something that seems to cause you so much pain, because simply, they can’t see. They can’t see the invisible ring of insanity that surrounds you when you’re in love. It’s inconvenient and painful and devastating at times, but we can’t live without it. What you don’t learn is how hard love is. How much work it takes. How much of ourselves we have to put into it. How it isn’t worth it until we are complete and utter idiots about it.

Love isn’t her calming you down when you yell. It’s her yelling, just as loud, just as hard, right back at you, right in your face to wake you up and to keep you grounded. It isn’t her/him bringing you roses everyday or cute things that make your relationship appear more presentable.

It’s after a long fight, that drains the life and bones right out of you both, and yet her showing up at your door the next morning anyway. It’s not her saying all the right things or knowing exactly how to handle you. So no, it’s not her caressing your hair and telling you everything is going to be alright. It’s her standing there, admitting she’s just as scared as you are. You have to remember that with love, you’re not the only one involved. You’ve unknowingly put your life, your heart into the palms of another persons hands and said, here. Do what you will. Mash it into mince meat. Or forget I ever handed it to you. As long as you have it.

It makes us crazy. It makes reality invisible and it erases all the lines that we shouldn’t cross. Because love isn’t about fencing ourselves in; feeling safe, feeling sure about the future. It’s about scaring the shit out of every nerve in our body, but pushing forward anyway. Because all the fighting and all the tears and all the uncertainty is worth it. And it’s a hell of a lot better, than being 100% happy without someone to show us that there is a world of a difference between feeling ‘happy’ and feeling whole

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—	definition of love by andrew landon (via obsessiverobot) love makes fools of us all, but yet we are foolish not to believe in love…

glee is show casting one of my fav artists of all time, Ms Celine Dion, on the coming episodes and they are doing a cover of, its all coming back to me now…wow so amazing, i just had to post the lyrics because it rings true about what real love is…

love you always celine…

“It’s All Coming Back To Me Now”

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever

I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can’t remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it’s all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It’s so hard to believe but
It’s all coming back to me
(It’s all coming back, it’s all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I’d never do again
But then they’d always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby

If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it’s all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it’s all coming back to me
It’s so hard to resist
And it’s all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it’s all coming back to me now
But it’s all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we’d count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it’s all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it’s all coming back to me
(It’s all coming back, it’s all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we’d never do again
But then they’d always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it’s all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it’s all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it’s all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it’s all coming back to me now

(It’s all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It’s all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It’s all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It’s all coming back to me now)
And if we, , ,

an ode to love:

love is not perfect

yet we yearn for it

to the one i will love with all of my heart

where have you been

all my life

i have been searching

and till now i still dream of

the day we will meet

i am patiently waiting

for you to find me

so hear my cry

hear my call

wherever you have been

all my love

is waiting for you…

ditto

timedestroyer:

i want a boyfriend i can text radiohead lyrics, and he texts me back with the next line.

i just want a man that will love me regardless and never forsake me for anything…

lulz-time:

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this is so sweet, young love…the best

whether we are gay or straight or whichever way we were born„, the world judges you no matter what, but you know what world we dont give a fuck anymore, because we finally had our light bulb moment, we dont need your love, because we can and we do love ourselves just the way we are. so world FU… from all the outcasts, rejects and so called freaks…

thank you bruno mars…

seriously, this is what i call motivation….i wish more had the same vision of love…