Wild at heart

nothing can take away the pain of losing someone… it is a...

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 15:51:43 -0400

nothing can take away the pain of losing someone…

it is a pain you have to live with the rest of your life…

there is no way through, just a way to find one more breathe…

until the next moment comes…

Time is gonna take my mindand carry it far awaywhere I can...

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 15:41:52 -0400

Time is gonna take my mind
and carry it far away
where I can fly
The depth of life
will dim my temptation
to live for you
ah oh…
eh eh…
If I were to be alone
silence would rock my tears
‘cause it’s all about love
and I know better…
How life is a waving feather…
So I put my arms…
around you around you…
And I know that I’ll be living soon
My eyes are on you
they’re on you…
And you see that I can’t stop shaking
No I won’t step back
but I’ll look down to hide
from your eyes
‘cause what I feel…
is so sweet…
and I’m scared
that even my own breath
Oh could burst it
if it were a bubble…
And I’d better dream
if I have to struggle
So I put my arms…
around you around you…
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you…
they’re on you…
And I hope that you won’t hurt me
I’m dancing in the room
as if I was in the woods with you
No need for anything but music
Music’s the reason why
I know time still exists…
Time still exists…
Time still exists…
Time still exists…
So I just put my arms…
around you around you…
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes are on you
they’re on you…
And I hope that you won’t hurt me
My eyes are on you
they’re on you…
And I hope that I will do no wrong
My eyes around you
they’re around you
they’re around you
My eyes…

Dear MOM i still miss you… i still cry for you… no...

Tue, 07 Aug 2012 15:33:28 -0400

Dear MOM

i still miss you…

i still cry for you…

no matter what

i will always love you…

i will never let go…

no matter how hard i try to pretend

that everything is not ok…

i know you are better off…

i just still wish i could rather be with you…

this is hell

and i will keep moving forward

until i can find my way back to you…

from the great beyond

Tue, 17 Jul 2012 16:07:00 -0400

THERE IS NOTHING MORE PROFOUND THAN LOVE AND DEATH

AND OUR LIVES ARE CAUGHT UP IN THE MIDDLE

BOTH CAN CHANGE YOU FOREVER

WHERE THERE IS NO TURNING BACK

TO THE LIFE YOU LIVED BEFORE

BOTH CAN MEAN EITHER THE END OR THE BEGINNING FOR YOU

BOTH CAN ROB YOU BLIND WITHOUT YOU KNOWING

THE REASON OR BEING PREPARED FOR EITHER ONE

ALL I KNOW NOW

IS THAT A LIFE CAN NOT SURVIVE EITHER OF THESE

SO WHAT IS THE PURPOSE

AND WHAT IS SO PROFOUND

WHEN WE FADE AWAY LIKE DUST IN THE WIND!!!

the light of my life, the best person i have ever been honored...

Thu, 14 Jun 2012 16:24:27 -0400

the light of my life, the best person i have ever been honored to have been given the gift of having her in my life, i am truly blessed for having this angel as my mother…

i love you

i miss you

i thank you for being my best friend…

words escape me because i cant be with you

how i wish our journey could continue

may you rest in peace…

my heart is breaking i constantly miss you more and more i just...

Thu, 14 Jun 2012 15:54:22 -0400

my heart is breaking

i constantly miss you more and more

i just wish i could have had one more moment with you

i wish i could be with you

i hope you are safe and sound

i hope you have peace now

i hope that there is no more suffering for you

yet i dont know how i will live without you

i will love U always and forever

my one true love

i love you MOM…

i wish life could be locked in this moment forever…

Mon, 04 Jun 2012 21:58:25 -0400

i wish life could be locked in this moment forever…

love overcomes

Thu, 31 May 2012 17:02:51 -0400

there is no magic answer

or shortcut to bypass the pain

and no matter how dark it might seem

a choice has to be made

whether you will keep fighting forward

for your own survival

or whether you will throw in the towel

give into the pain

to numb the feeling forever

of having to endure

that which has caused you enormous grief

yet it’s never as simple as people believe it to be

it is never as clear

because the consequences of one action

creates a ripple effect

that no one could have foreseen

i have stood before this door

and i know i am not the only one

and the opportunity presents itself

time and time again

but somehow

i find my way back

to a place where i can breathe again

to find some semblance of not giving up

but fighting to stay alive

death might seem like the only way out

and if you choose to

then no one would ever know what made you decide

to take that leap

into the great beyond

but what ever the reason

the loss of someone you love

is never repaired or replaced

and can not ever be healed

as it leaves its scars on our lives

no one can force you

or tell you what to do

and it might seem

no one truly knows what is living

deep within your soul

but i do hope that

what ever the reason might be

i hope you will find a reason

not to open that door

because we dont know if we will ever return

from the great beyond

only love can guide us

and bring us back safely

so before you make a choice

just remember there is someone

who loves you for you no matter what

Me

i am you

and you are me

we are all of significant importance

we all feel love

we all feel the pain

and it never changes

or sets us apart

because we all feel something

may you find a blessing

to give you new hope

in the darkest of hours…

tumblr must have some wealthy investors considering the way they're giving away free stuff at tumblrmarketing(.)com did you do it yet?

Thu, 31 May 2012 15:31:52 -0400

Like OMG, ive been so busy with a killing spree, ive seriously have had no time. i wonder though how one can tell that youve been watching too many dexter reruns….just saying….

Everything is quiet since youre not aroundAnd I live in the...

Sun, 27 May 2012 15:30:03 -0400

Everything is quiet since youre not around
And I live in the numbness now
In the background
I do the things we did before
I walk haight street to the store
And they say wheres that crazy girl
You dont get drunk on red wine and fight no more
I dont see you anymore since the hospital
The plans I make still have you in them
Cause you come swimming into view
And Im hanging on your words
Like I always used to do
The words they use so lightly
I only feel for you
I only know because I carry you around
In the background
Im in the background
Words they come and memories all repeat
I lift your head while they change the hospital sheets
And I would never lie to you no
I would never lie to you no
I felt you long after we were through, we were through
The plans I make still have you in them
Cause you come swimming into view
And Im hanging on your words
Like I always used to do
The words they use so lightly
I only feel for you
I only know because I carry you around
In the background
Cause I felt you long after we were through
Well you come swimming into view
And Im hanging on your words
Like I always used to do
The words they use so lightly
I only feel to you
I only know because
Im way Im way in the background
Im in the background

Im only pretty sure that I cant take anymoreBefore you take a...

Sun, 27 May 2012 15:21:19 -0400

Im only pretty sure that I cant take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder what are we fighting for
When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder is there anything
Im going to miss
I wonder how its going to be
When you dont know me
Hows it going to be
When youre sure Im not there
Hows it going to be
When theres no one there to talk to
Between you and me
Cause I dont care
Hows it going to be
Hows it going to be
Where we used to laugh
Theres a shouting match
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch
A silence I cant ignore
Like the hammock by the
Doorway we spent time in swings empty
Dont see lightning like last fall
When it was always about to hit me
I wonder hows it going to be
When it goes down
Hows it going to be
When youre not around
Hows it going to be
When you found out there was nothing
Between you and me
Cause I dont care
Hows it going to be
And hows it going to be
When you dont know me anymore
And hows it going to be
Want to get myself back in again
The soft dive of oblivion
I want to taste the salt of your skin
The soft dive of oblivion oblivion
Hows it going to be
When you don’t know me anymore
Hows it going to be
Hows it going to be
Hows it going to be

“Was It A Dream?” Your defenses were on highYour...

Sun, 27 May 2012 13:12:22 -0400

“Was It A Dream?”

Your defenses were on high
Your walls built deep inside
Yeah I’m a selfish bastard
But at least I’m not alone
My intentions never change
What I wanted stays the same
And I know what I should do
it’s time to set myself on fire
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I
Your reflection I’ve erased
Like a thousand burned out yesterdays
Believe me when I say goodbye forever
Is for good
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I
(A photograph of you and I)
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I
A photograph of you and I
A photograph of you and I… in love…

“Wicked Game” The world was on fire and no one could...

Sun, 27 May 2012 13:07:16 -0400

“Wicked Game”

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It’s strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I’d meet somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I’d lose somebody like you.

No, I don’t want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I don’t want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you (This world is only gonna break your heart)

What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you.
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you and,

I want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you.

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It’s strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I’d love somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I’d lose somebody like you,

No, I want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you (This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I… (This world is only gonna break your heart)
(This world is only gonna break your heart)

Nobody loves no one.

the truth

the story of my life

Sun, 27 May 2012 12:47:03 -0400

the story of my life

“The Story” I’ve been thinking of everythingI...

Sun, 27 May 2012 05:49:03 -0400

“The Story”

I’ve been thinking of everything
I used to want to be
I’ve been thinking of everything
Of me, of you and me

This is the story of my life
(These are the lies I have created)
This is the story of my life
(These are the lies I have created)

I’m in the middle of nothing
And it’s where I want to be
I’m at the bottom of everything
And I finally start to leave

This is the story of my life
(These are the lies I have created)
This is the story of my life
(These are the lies I have created)
(I’ve created…)

And I swear to god
I’ll find myself
In the end

And I swear to god
I’ll find myself
In the end

And I swear to god
I’ll find myself
In the end
In the end

And I swear to god
I’ll find myself
In the end

In the end [x4]

This is the story of my life
These are the lies I have created
This is the story of my life
Thse are the lies I have created
(I’ve created)
This is the story of my life
(whispers)
These are the lies I have created….

and i swear that nothing means anything

that this is the nightmare

and the end is the only release…

“Times Like These” I am a one way motorwayI’m...

Sun, 27 May 2012 05:37:01 -0400

“Times Like These”

I am a one way motorway
I’m the one that drives away
then follows you back home
I am a street light shining
I’m a wild light blinding bright
burning off alone

it’s times like these you learn to live again
it’s times like these you give and give again
it’s times like these you learn to love again
it’s times like these time and time again

I am a new day rising
I’m a brand new sky
to hang the stars upon tonight
I am a little divided
do I stay or run away
and leave it all behind?

it’s times like these you learn to live again
it’s times like these you give and give again
it’s times like these you learn to love again
it’s times like these time and time again

its times like these you learn to die again

its times like these you gave too much again

its times like these you learn not to love again

its times like these that never seem to end

in my opinion this is the best version of this song, it even...

Sun, 20 May 2012 04:03:56 -0400

in my opinion this is the best version of this song, it even does the original shame, because how ironic is it that unique who is actually a man does the song more justice than nicki minaj who sounds more like a man when she sings…just saying…

lulz-time: Follow this blog, you will love it on your...

Sun, 20 May 2012 03:35:58 -0400

lulz-time:

Follow this blog, you will love it on your dashboard

its hard knock life for us…

SARA BAREILLES LYRICS “Breathe Again” Car is...

Sat, 19 May 2012 16:08:03 -0400

SARA BAREILLES LYRICS

“Breathe Again”

Car is parked, bags are packed, but what kind of heart doesn’t look back
At the comfortable glow from the porch, the one I will still call yours?
All those words came undone and now I’m not the only one
Facing the ghosts that decide if the fire inside still burns

All I have, all I need, he’s the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I’m searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I’ll breathe again
I’ll breathe again

Open up next to you and my secrets become your truth
And the distance between that was sheltering me comes in full view
Hang my head, break my heart built from all I have torn apart
And my burden to bear is a love I can’t carry anymore

All I have, all I need, he’s the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I’m searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I’ll breathe again

It hurts to be here
I only wanted love from you
It hurts to be here
What am I gonna do?

All I have, all I need, he’s the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I’m searching
All I have, all I need, he’s the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands, still I’m searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I’ll breathe again
I’ll breathe again

i love bradley cooper, he was brilliant in the movie...

Fri, 18 May 2012 16:09:21 -0400

i love bradley cooper, he was brilliant in the movie limitless„,and those blue eyes make you want to drown inside his blue abyss… this movie looks to be a real teary eyed mess… cant wait to see it…